Confessions of a Giver

By nature, I am service-oriented. I am a karma yogi. I love, and live, to be of service.  I am happiest when I am being useful to the world.  For the last several years, I have been getting subtle, and not so subtle, messages that I needed to be paid more for my work.  I have been told that I have issues with receiving and that I need to work on them.  Maybe that is true. Maybe I have a hard time asking and a hard time "valuing" myself.  But what this last couple of weeks has shown me is that I do not want money to stand in between me and my tribe.  All the money in the world will not give me the fantastic feelings I get from seeing the people I love and being able to spread healing love and receive your healing. It is the best gift I know.  It makes me happier than anything I could buy with more cash.  Of course, I live in the "real world" where money does matter and I do need it to survive, and even buy fun things like vacations; however, the price I have to pay to change who I am to open to receiving it is making me miserable.  
I am who I am. And who I am is someone who values connection, values service, values love above other things.  I do hope that money will flow to me easily and freely some day, but I am happier serving my tribe than figuring out how to make more money.  It just IS that way.  I AM that way and I am tired of being told there is something wrong with me for wanting to give freely. 

I love and respect people on different paths, and love and respect people who need other things to feel happy and safe, but as I am finding out, I am unique in the world. In fact, if you have ever taken the Myers-Briggs personality test, you might be familiar with my personality letters: ENFP.  That is me. Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Perceiving.  Statistically, we make up only 3% of the population.  3%!!  So, there are not a whole lot around like me, and how I make myself happy does not haver to fall into the same box as others.  So here I am offering you a change to make yourself happy, to feel free and filled with joy by playing with me at Wind Spirit.  

Hope YOU can come!!

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